My Addiction.

Location : B12.3a, Sunway.

Lame Clone of Family Guy.

Why do I love to watch movie? Like in the past weekend, i watched like close to 10 movies. It's not like I want to, I'm lured into! It's like I am addicted to movie as much as drug addicts are attracted to drugs.

Sean Connery is Still so coooooL!

The thing is that addiction is inexplainable. I know i can't stand more than few minutes without entertainment. Often, if I'm in my dorm I'll have to have something on like the radio, the songs on my pc, the movies and food. yup, food can be a source of 'entertainment'. Or, I just like distraction.

Hell's Kitchen Season 2

Looking deeper into it, I think maybe I'm just lonely? Maybe if I have a significant other things might be better. There was once a close friend of mine, Simon who told me that when he broke up with his gf he felt vacuumed. Like hollow inside him. It was during the period after SPM and at that time, he felt like his future's bleak, or something. I couldn't understand him at that time. but I think I'm actually going through the same situation. Just not because I broke up with someone.

Lesbians... Love is great?!

Or maybe I hate my life so much. Like subconsciously I detest my current life. compare to that not-so-messed up life i had in form 5, I used to be rather attractive. I was not as out of shape as I am now, I had all these crazy ideas, I was charming in some weird ways. Look how time can change a person.

Para Social Relation.

Maybe I just feel jaded with my boring life? So I am subconsciously inclined to take a peek into someone else's life. Well, since it's fictional text we're talking about, maybe i'm just curious how people think other people out there live their lives. That's why people watch dramas right? I see and experience a fascinating life of a extraordinary doctor in House while most of us are just next to normal.

Love transcends Boundaries.

OR maybe I'm just afraid that tomorrow I won't be able to do the things I enjoy today. I always love holidays. But when I'm having my vacation, I'll wish to be in classes. Boy, people just can't be contented for once. I don't have that aura to attract crazy people, well as you can see, other than Sher Yen that encourage people to do crazy stuff all the time, most of the people I know now are quite normal. Or should I say, most of the people around me wish that I was normal. Like when I go all crazy and shit, my bro will ask me to grow up while mom just keep quiet and dad just gives me that look. That look he gave when I said something stupid, that look he gave me when I crashed my own room, that look he threw at me when Vincent told him that my pc contains about 13 gb of movies (to think that I deleted some before that). That Look still gives me the creeps man... Like I killed someone or something. Funny you should say, I don't recall him giving bro that look.

Clone!

And so, mom ask me when will i be going back to Ipoh. I hate to sound non-supportive and all. Every time I go back, they'll be asking me to attend this and that with them... Attend their dinners. parties, meetings... If I don't wanna go, mom will have a way of convincing people, like making you feel so so so guilty that you just wanna go just because you're obligated to. I think that's why bro's in his room almost all the time when he's in Ipoh.

Behold, The World of Tomorrow!

I think I'll stay here longer for this holidays. try out some new things that I haven't been able to do on every other school day.

Cute Story. It's Charlie Sheen Ok?! Hot Shots.