May She Rest in Peace.

Time: 11:31pm
Location: Comp room

yea, been resisting the urge to blog just coz whenever I blog, time flies.

Just felt like venting... again... that's what a blog is good for right?

So, been avoiding msn for the last couple of weeks and only online when it's completely necessary... so yea... mom caught me online and broke the news to me.

Mommy: girl ah, tell you a bad news.

Me: What's that?

Mommy: er gu po passed away 2 days ago, the funeral is today.

It didn't strike me as hard as it's supposed to... I guess. like liu shu gong, er gu po is one of the people that I actually know during Chinese New Year's gathering. One by one, they are leaving us all...

Wai Po and Ah Ma must be devastated.

I was walking back earlier today and thinking. I'm 21. I'm supposed to be in my prime but the image in the mirror doesn't exactly translate that idea.

... wonder what was er gu po thinking when she was at this juncture of her life.

-21 years old, 2 months and 8 days old, at 11:38pm.

... what was the outlook of her life, knowing that she won't be here 52 years later. What would she had done then?