Dumbass's Incompetence.

Location: Matheson, Clayton.
Time: 6:33pm.

Well it's you who walked yourself into this patch of quicksand, don't blame others for your current predicament. It's just that I can't believe that you'll have to lie to those you love... Dumbass, couldn't say I didn't see this coming.

Sowing what you reap is not fun especially what shitty crops you grew. fuck you and your incompetence... you're not that lucky to have someone to fall back to everytime you screw up.

Just hope that you learnt your lessons and not screw up MORE...

another monday morning.

Location: Matheson lib, Clayton
Time: 11:14pm

I'm waiting for my partner for Tara to show up as we agreed to meet up @ 11:30 to discuss about the CRI2008 presentation. crime. sex. violence. death. fun.

just wanna rant about my stupid iriver! my gawd. He's so being a prick and baby today. Maybe the reception in the library is sucky... all the white noise is so annoying... forcing me to twitch and tuen and try all the positions around my computer to find the best reception. damn the nice music on 103.5. It's like a moment I found the perfect place on the table, where the white noise's gone... then after a couple of seconds later, it'll whine and complain with the endless white bizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz in the background, ruining the beautiful music. ISHHHHHH....

As if it's not bad enough, there's this gal who came in with this heavenly intoxicating chicken. MY GAWD. this is so making my numerous failed attempts to be aneroxic hard man. So not hungry yet so wanna eat. SHYT. Why do i love FOOD that much? Why don't I discriminate food?!!

So much ANGST in such an early morning... hmmm....

all them jeans.

Location: How!5, Clayton.
Time: 7:57pm.

haiz, I'm a doco, a major INT3055 assignment, a CRI presentation and a COM3165 assignment, and 2 INT3150 essays away from freedom... till exams I mean. Geez... can't wait..

yea... I just came back from the Melbourne Marathon. Couldn't believe that I wasn't running... don't get me wrong... it's fun cheering and being a part of the action... in some ways. It's just... no offense... but a plain waste of time? I should have volunteered for the Around The Bay thing.

anyways, I was putting on this pair of jeans and I couldn't believe it SHRUNK! Holy... like... really. coz I bought 2 pairs, of the same type, brand, right down to color... and when I was wearing the one I washed... WHOA, intense! Well, the good thing is that I am still able to squeeze in those jeans. but. just. not. spacious. hell.

... another strike on my shattering-confidence.

p/s: and yea Wai Chien & Rachel, last Friday wasn't funny... =~~ ( and yea....

pp/s: Happy 21st bday Booooobs~ u're my favorite left boob ever. unless u wanna be right... lol...

random.

Location: How!5, Clayton
Time: 1:21am

well yea, what do I expect, everything's dispensable...

Anyway, the moon's gorgeous tonight. It's almost like I can touch it...

Maybe it's the moon.... I'm over thinking again....

Now Everyone Can Fly... But I don't want to fly there.

Location: How5!, Clayton.
Time: 8:59pm.

Yesh, daylight saving's back.

Was planning to go to gym this morning but ended up waking up an hour late. IShhhh...

anyway, I'm torn.

I was so involved in planning the gold coast trip. All the while, imagining the view overlooking the warm golden sunset... Gentle cooling breeze caressing my face while digging my toes in the loose sand. I'm wearing something white and flowy, running across the beach while brad pitt running towards me in the opposite direction...

... If Only.

Now the chances of me doing that this year is almost close to nothing. Out of the blue, mommy "ask" if I wanna go for bro's graduation in Hertfordshire on 18 nov... which was the day that we plan to fly to Gold Coast.

... It's a pity, really, to not be able to go to this GC trip with u people... whom I find to be relatively pleasant (before I really know you people), undoubtably annoying (at times) and unbearably adorable (*awwwww*) circle of friends... In fact, I was pretty looking forward to sleeping on the same bed with the gals... hehe... *scandalous*

Hmmmm, come to think of it... 18 of nov is not a very good day for us. More than 10 years ago, ah gong passed away on that day... wai gong passed away on the same day in 2006... last year bro missed his graduation because of the stick-up-the-arses British high Comm people... and Kho Kaa's bday every year... hmmm...

So, instead of daydreaming about brad pitt (preferably him in Fight Club or Mr and Mrs Smith - minus Angelina) lying on Surfer's Paradise, I'm gona be freezing my arse off in London's Winter like so many WW1 & 2 soldiers did couple of decades ago...

More so, not only that I'll donate 156 dollars to the Tiger Airways already, I felt worse when I was booking my plane tickets to LHR. my gawd! so the expensive!!! It cost around RM4500 (return) to fly AirAsia from MELB -> LCCT -> STN... and it cost around RM5000 (return) to fly MAS from MELB -> KLIA -> LHR on the 14 of november and back on the 22 of nov. surprisingly, Emirates airline is not as expensive as I thought. It's around A$1900+ to fly from MELB -> DBX -> LHR seeing that MAS cost a little less than A$1900 to fly.

... and that's only my tickets...

Mommy said we might go to Paris...

Viral Marketing Revealed.

Location: Matheson Lib, Clayton.
Time: 5:54pm

yup, still not dead yet. was doing research on viral marketing and this came up.

Ronaldinho Gaucho-Nike Golden
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iHgGu9lD9vY

apparently the 'realness' awed the audiences and/or fans.

then I saw this.

Ronaldinho Gaucho Nike Shoes Trick Revealed
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ji2w4TLQUNc&NR=1

And there's an ad from Burger King... which brought Chick Flick and Chicken Fight to a whole new level... settling the age old dispute....
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=1654468735220316697#
... between the Traditional Chicken (TC) and the Spicy Chicken (Spicy). ROFL...


in the words of Jing Yi (eons ago), I laughed-die.

Tiny Fits of Rage.

Location: Matheson Lib, Clayton.
Time: 5:35 pm.

WHY take it out on the computer?!
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=5184957822303751144&q=bad+day#

...When computer fights back...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NWFBhTrWQoI

It's lame I know... but that's what I feel like doing now... hmmm...

Sem Break...?

Location: Mathesson Library, Clayton.
Time: 10:22pm.

yeshhh, camping here during the duration of the so-called Sem Break. my arse... still got assignments one... haiz...

anyways, I'm taking Global Indigeneity this sem and even though the lecturer for the Australian Aboriginal section was just hopelessly confusing, the clip she showed us was brilliant.

I tried browsing for it today and finally found it on Youtube! The ever so magnificent Youtube.

anyways, here's BabaKiueria.

Babakiueria part 1 of 3

Babakiueria part 2 of 3

Babakiueria part 3 of 3

What an interesting take on the aboriginal issues in Australia during the 70s-80s. Highly controversial issues from land rights, 'protection' to 'assimilation' policies and the 'extinguishment' of aboriginal people in Australia were presented in a entertaining yet extremely cynical view on the Australian Government...

If stuff like that were shot in Malaysia, it wouldn't even be shown on tv, what's more on the national networks...

Suffocating in my jeans.

Location: Comp Room, Howitt.
Time: 12:37am

OMG, I'm feeling so miserable, you wouldn't wanna get in my pants now. *no PUN intended*

What's more horrible than trying to get comfy (aka stretch out) in ur new jeans while doing a shitty assignment that is already late for submission....

note to self: Exam's near! SHAPE UP!!!

on the bright side, Tzu Ying's coming to Melbourne tomorrow!! couldn't wait~ Haven't seen her in ages. wonder what's changed... and felt so bad having to choose between my ex-roomie and studies...

choices choices...

I wanna get away...

Location: Comp Room, Howitt.

Time: 7.27pm.

Sweep me away with myths and tales of ancient civilization...

I wanna go to Turkey =(

The Theatre in Ephesus

Post-Gaudy and 911.

Location: How5!, Clayton.
Time: 10:30am

well, gaudy was fun... surprisingly. seeing that it was held in MRS Function room.. at some point I kinda forgot that we're still in MRS =) erm, thanks davyn for being my date, u were great. and everyone never looked prettier~

anyhoo, I just saw BSB's new MV Straight Through My Heart and OMG, it is SOOOOOOOO weird. The music seemed one of the fast-paced song from their backstreet back's album... What I can't make out is.... WHAT's WITH that Vampire thing in that video?

It's like trying to ride the wave of the whole Twillight craze... owh did I mention that it seemed like they were trying a little too hard?

However, I cannot deny the fact that they looked much much better than they were during the in-between period (still not sure if I meant in-between their period after I Want It That Way or in between Jobs...).

So yea. I should be busier than ever... the Second wave of Assignment's coming =~~ (

Wish me luck....

I want Candy.

Location: How5!, Clayton.
Time: 1:26am

Sometime in life, u just want that candy the other person's holding...

but maybe u're just not good enough, or you're just not meant to have it...

... or maybe, it's just not time yet...

to have that candy of ur dreams.

Hope those who have candies,

know how lucky they are to have found their favourite candies.

I... want candy too. =(

p/s: It was Lynnie's bday yday!! that gal's turning 21~

I learnt that it's Nicholas Lam's bday today, a new friend I made thru Chieh Ai. Happy bday mate =)

Finally found something more emotionally than Me.

Location: Comp Lab, Howitt.
Time: 3.33pm.

My GAWD. Like reality, the weather here in Clayton doesn't make sense at all. Minutes ago the wind was howling... I swear if I paid enough attention, I'll see a cow being blown up the air. on top of that, the sky was raining with vengence!

around 5 minutes later, the sky's cleared up. BLUE SKIES.

Surreal man!! I am sitting at my regular spot in Howitt's comp lab... and It's like staring at LV's Caesar Palace's ceiling...

WTH...

hey...

Location: How5!, Clayton

Why didn't you insist? hmm... I... SO being a girl here... putting the weight on you like this.

Call this wishful thinking but really... you should have insisted.

A girl can only hope right? you probably wouldn't know that I'm talking about you even if you're reading this anyway... HAIZZZZZ...

p/s: happy belated bday LiWei and Becks!! hope you guys enjoyed your bday as much as I did =)

May She Rest in Peace.

Time: 11:31pm
Location: Comp room

yea, been resisting the urge to blog just coz whenever I blog, time flies.

Just felt like venting... again... that's what a blog is good for right?

So, been avoiding msn for the last couple of weeks and only online when it's completely necessary... so yea... mom caught me online and broke the news to me.

Mommy: girl ah, tell you a bad news.

Me: What's that?

Mommy: er gu po passed away 2 days ago, the funeral is today.

It didn't strike me as hard as it's supposed to... I guess. like liu shu gong, er gu po is one of the people that I actually know during Chinese New Year's gathering. One by one, they are leaving us all...

Wai Po and Ah Ma must be devastated.

I was walking back earlier today and thinking. I'm 21. I'm supposed to be in my prime but the image in the mirror doesn't exactly translate that idea.

... wonder what was er gu po thinking when she was at this juncture of her life.

-21 years old, 2 months and 8 days old, at 11:38pm.

... what was the outlook of her life, knowing that she won't be here 52 years later. What would she had done then?