Me and ma Girlz.

Time: 12:19am
Date: 19 Jan 2010
Location: 256 Evelyn St.

I was about to blog about my unexpectedly awesome outing with Jia Yeng and Gwen... we started our day in Camberwell but somehow ended up in Brunswick's Nicholson St catching a tram back to Collins st.... Adventure indeed =)

WHOA, the day was full of revelation. some wonderful revelations that made me wish we hanged out more last year. hmmm... why didn't we... WHY?

anyways, speaking of revelations, I really wanna thank Iggy for the very very wonderful goodbye presents he left me... one of which is LEAVING Australia for a long long time =)

such a friend.

Speaking of friend, being a very very awesome friend myself, I left him a souvenir. yup. I'm just that great... not only so, I'm VERY considerate too. For some reason the pics in his lousy blog couldn't load. so nahhhhhh, here u go. Why am I such a good person....

... and so there's Wee Kheong.

Time: 1.48pm
Date: 15 January, 2010.
Location: 2/56, Evelyn St

one by one and so they flee,

further away from the apple tree....

hmm, just came back after seeing Iggy walk through the T2 gate for the second time...

why second time you ask?

hehe, that'll be a story about a fook chow miser who tried to push his luck with AirAsia.

anyways, bye bye Iggy, hope you enjoyed ur flight, filled with the kind of people, YOUR people whom you love so dearly.

just remember to take care... and don't do stupid shyt in your bro's wedding.

and p/s: just wanted to say... I told you so~

really enjoyed the moment that you walked out of T2 for the first time... like... wow. like having front rolls seats in cirque de soleil or sth. Awesome. Marshae and I enjoyed it soooo much!

Fark fb.

Time: 11:21pm.
Date: 6 Jan, 2010.
Location: 2/56 Evelyn, Clayton.

HORRIBLE.

of all the things that happened since the end of last year... I learnt something...

When the going gets tough, it is just gona get tougher.

I feel like I've stirred up the hornet's nest and these aggressive buggers just took turns to make make my life miserable... Not only that it's making my 'Amendment Year' miserably hard, with it flushing my confidence down the drain.

yes, I decided to make 2010 'Amendment Year', of which details will be added when the time is right.. just not right now.

I do know that things happen(s) for a reason and that I should be patient to let life lead me to wherever I'm supposed to be. But why can't it just take me along the scenic Scotchman Creek Trail instead of rushing me through the farking underground? So what if it is a bad analogy coz the only Melbourne underground transportation line is it's City Loop... As everything is falling apart/changing around me, this blog is what I have blardy control of. It's like I'm life's neverending practical joke, man...

What spawned/or added oil to my already smouldering anger (towards the treadmill of obstacles that some higher power strapped me onto) was my farking facebook account.

BLARDY HELL. I've been using facebook for ages now and all these while I've been logging in with my msn email and out of the blue the stupid facebook said my email, that one I've been using forever... doesn't have a facebook account. like.. WTH?!??!?!!??!!

you know that closed door, open window shyt? It's been happening to me... A LOT. and this time it's not as good as it sounds.. why the fark would you wanna close the perfectly good door and leave A window slightly ajar... why not open MORE DOORS? I'm kinda tired of escaping through cracks of the closing doors in the nick of time, only to start playing hide and seek with your ridiculously hidden window.

Hmmm... sounded like the scenes from season 2 of Being Erica...

Anyways, back to the facebook thing. The only anomaly in my settling life that is even relatively related to my facebook account was... *drumroll*... Iggy.

no surprise there huh? ok, so he claimed that he didn't meddle with my facebook account but The Iggy works in mysterious ways... but before getting into the specifics, I wanna point out that dude, I'm happy for you =)

Ok. I should've known better than to let him use my pc. He has a way with things... like me, whatever he touches, his magical hands will magically change the properties of my properties... in more ways than one... regardless of his intentions...

What happened was when we came back to Evelyn Street after dinner with Wai Chien in Grain Express after work... I 'SUDDENLY' couldn't sign into my fb acc. like.. wth. It was working perfectly fine just before getting to work this morning. So after he left, I tried to log into my acc... apparently i NEEDED to use my monash email to log in. like... wth. fine. So i logged in to change the settings... so that it allows me to log in using my old msn account again. BUT guess what? It didn't work. SO... think I've lost my old account... like.... WERT THE FARK.

GEEEEEEEEEZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.... what's next? Brad Pitt getting married yet again to another woman? THAT would make my life more miserable....


p.s: Wai Chien, hope you have fun with your parents coming =)

pp.s: omg, met the awesome-st dog in Clayton today.. SOOOOO... CUTE... makes me miss u more, pipi....

Silver Lining... finally.

Time: 12:02am
Date: 2 Jan 09
Location: 2/56 Evelyn Street, Clayton =)

yeshhhhh... thanks to Pey Chin, Jia Yeng and the people actually saved me from my days in the streets... omgg... really... like... silver line wei... thanks for taking me in =)

anyways... hope my lucky streak will percede la..... i really dont have a contingency plan.... well atleast I'll be save for 1 month...

and on a totally unrelated note, if you think my driving sucks... wait till u see this... I've only got one word for it... WOW.....

Stupid Drivers Compilation.

"Happy" New Year.

Date: 1 January, 2009.
Time: 1:50pm
Location: Maccas, Clayton.

I couldn't believe that I actually need to resort to this situation...

I'll try to sort things out the best I could.. If I couldn't.. I duno what I'll have to do if I couldn't... wth... again I'm pushed into situations like these. and it's all my own doings... wth.......

anyways, in the words of Wee Kheong, I'll have to live in the now... instead of dwelling in the past. but it's hard not to... especially when we walked by Fed Square yesterday. It's flooded with memories.

This year, being here in Clayton is utterly a different experience for me. Maybe.. the freshness of the place's ran out. it didn't have that homely feeling that I felt in Sunway... plus... carrying the baggage, my missions.. is a little tiring. Damn, this is just the beginning of the year...

in the words of Sum 41, I think (or was it Bowling for Soup), "the first day of the rest of my life... I Miss you already..." and this time, you, is a collective.

... anyways... Happy New Year to you, my loved ones.

From where I'm standing, I see that friendship is something that is invaluable... really treasure our friendships....

Strength

Time: 10:57pm

Date: 29/12/09

Location: Zax's room, 20 Stockdale Ave. Clayton.

had a great day with Szu Huei, Ever and Liza yet... when the snowflakes settled, I feel so hopeless right now...

Everyone's gone. did I make a wrong decision?

nonetheless, I have to look at the big picture... my mission is incomplete.

if there's a God, please do give me strength when my other friends fail to... really need it right now.

Christmas

Time: 5:21am
Date: 26 Dec 2009.
Location: on my bed, @home.

Been OD-ing on Ugly Betty recently. You have NO IDEA HOW many times I squeaked... I mean... talked in a non-high pitched tone... in DISBELIEF on how LUCKY Betty is yet I don't MIND being her.. living her life...

yes, at this point I wanna clarify that I do know that Ugly Betty's fiction.. BUTTTTTTT... what's fiction anymore right? Every piece of fiction is, to some extent, built from reality. Well, very selective parts of reality.

and I wanna say... Henry is, hot. lol. much like Jack MacFarland's explanation of Hot Gay Nerd, I think it's safe to say that Henry is.. well... borderline on his sexuality. AND Calvin's not bad too... lol. his weird/awkward sense of humour I totally get =p

GET WHAT I MEAN WHEN I SAY LUCKY???!@??@#$?@#?!?#@?$@? She should be LUCKY BETTY.

owh yea, I was supposed to write something about bro being back home for Christmas.. and that we had Japanese in Royal Ipoh Club's Kizuna for dinner.. been there 3 times since we came back ald... We were never that conventional to begin with =) The food's quite overpriced if you ask me and it puzzles me why people liked it so much.

So.. Merry Christmas and a happy new year everyone!!

One Week.

Time: 4:28pm.
Date: 23 Dec 2009.
Location: my Room, Ipoh.

One more Week... My year, 2010 will officially begin...

owh and Happy Winter Solstice everyone.

Gram, ur tang yuan was... perfect =)

Avatar =)

Time: 11:36pm.
Date: 21 Dec 2009
Location: Living Room, @home.

I ended up watching Avatar with ah Kai, my 11 y/o kid Godbro... coz they won't let him in to watch Bodyguards and Assassins, while mommy, daddy, Wai Po and 13 y/o kid Godbro watched on the other room.

lol, I keep seeing the shadows of Pocahontas playing behind Avatar... the whole 'indie' free but strong spirited gal and a broken but hard-headed guy concept... age old formula to a great Hollywood Blockbuster. Coupled with the issues of climate change and environmental problems...

"You think I'm an ignorant savage...
u've been so many places, I guess it must be so.........
but still, I cannot see, though the savage one is me...
How can there be so much that you don't know.........
YOU. DON't. KNOW......."

Waiting...

Time: 4:27pm
Date: 20 Dec 2009
Location: Living room @ home.

ooo, watching Bodyguard and Assassins with grams, mommy, daddy, Hong and Kai at 5:30pm in Ipoh Parade. Am waiting for daddy to come back... Hong and Kai's totally in the Kung Fu phase hence the choice of movie. I'm actually looking forward for the pasar malam session after the movie... YAY, Chow Tau Fu!!!

hmmmmm, mom is clearly not getting the clue... she's still showing me the Gold Coast pics that they went to... hmmmm.... hmmmmm... OMG... she's still going on and on about it... OMGGG... READ my facial signalssss.... OMGGGGGGG WOMAN.....

Be Prepared =)

Time: 5:43pm
Date: 20 Dec 2009
Location: moi room, Ipoh.

- SMJK Yuk Choy, Ipoh -

I went to this 72nd Kinta Scout Troop's gathering in Yuk Choy yesterday and it brought me back.. like... WAY back.

- CCC, aka Andrew now, and Yuan Han -

- Yuan Han and the crab in the bucket -

- Yuan Han's friend, Sammi, Andrew -

Yuan Han knew I'm bored out of my brains so she asked me to be on of the few designated photographers there for the event, which, I found was a little redundant as digital cameras are so afordable these days and practically everyone has a phone with atleast a VGA 640x480 pixels camera built in.

- Interesting Things #1 -

apparently we all spelt it wrongly all these while...

- Interesting Things #2 -

Though I'm a deactivated Guide, it really reminded me of the times we all spent together... Girl Guide WAS my world... many moons ago.

I still love it though, parts of it... parts where hierarchy and politics are impermissible. I left because I couldn't love all of it.

- Yuk Choy's School field -

- eyes on the prizes -

- banners -

Plus, it was great to meet so many old friends/rivals (coz these sorts of gatherings are where the Scouts and Guides come to battle... not to socialize/learn from each other through competitions) from Yuk Choy, Sam Tet and PGS, my alma mater ofcoz. Some of them I haven't met since I graduated from high school.. It's about TIME...

From the top Wai San, Wei Theng, Bobo,

-moi, Si Jie, Thong Thong, Nancy, Yin San, Wen Jing-

and yeaaaa, it's GREAT to see that Nancy --my exhigh schoolmate-- is going out with Jeffrey --my ex primary schoolmate-- =) LoL... I sOooOOOooOooo didn't see it coming.

Anyways, as much as I grumble about PGS being inadequate or lack thereof, I did learn a lot, growing up and out of there. Not exactly happy about all the choices I made, they were mine nonetheless... and am living with 'em now. Though it was a hard decision to make, dwelling on the 'what ifs' and 'what could've beens' will serve me no good...

- night view -

In short, it's great to reminisce about the good old times, great to be there to celebrate this event with them =)

- Once a Guide, Always a Guide...? -

RESPECT

Time: 6:37pm
Date: 18 Dec 2009
Location: in moi room

hmmm, been spending a lot of time with mom these days.

Respect's earned and mom's losing hers for grams... fast... yet I'm not in the position to do anything.. should I?

fake!

Time: 5:09pm
Date: 15 Dec 2009.
Location: My room.

buahhhahhaha! my fake fake accent is actually recognisable =)

mommy, daddy and I went to the company's convention cum 8th anniversary thingy in Penang so we put up in Jalan Larut's Royal Hotel (which used to be Dorsett). met these two outgoing middle age uncle and they know straight away that I was in australia... buahahhaha...

I fake it and I faked it gooood!

Pasar Malam.

Time: 11:53pm

Date: 10 Dec 2009

Location: My Room, Ipoh.

ooo, just sent pig pig to Medan Gopeng, to go to KL, to go to Taiwan... for 21 days!!! Think she'll do fine anyway... she's resilient =)

anyways, just wanna say... I'm sOoOOOOOoooOOOoo happy being able to eat some many things that I didn't get to before.. buahahahah! Chow Tau Fu... Lui Cha... u name it... lol.

and finally.. am watching 2012 with my parents later today.... joy. no really, I'm really looking forward to the popcorns! the Aussies don't really like caramel popcorns... ishhh....

and there's this uncle, parents' friend who practices chinese traditional medicine told me I'm exposed to the risk of diabetes and will guarantee to see the result, if not sooner, during my first pregnancy due to excessive consumption of chilli... apparently chilli will disrupt the normal functions of ur pancreas, hence increasing the probability of being diabetic.

ZOMG... so... chilli or diabetes? ooo... tough one.

Your Face by The Frames

Time: 4:52am.

sometimes it makes me think, what can I offer...

which.. is nothing much.

that's... sad, really.

a person who was so full of potential yet... hmm....

anyways, I'm looking everywhere for an MP3 version of this song...

Your Face by The Frames.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yL3l7_o9oEw

such a hauntingly good tune.