Thursday, April 21, 2011

Actions from a caring mom...

LOL!!!


reason to eat fat.



I'mma go on ketogenic diet from now on =)))

On a serious note, though this is not a remedy to the problem, glad they found an alternative to slow death of renal failure from diabetes. Many HIV patients are suffering from that due to side effects of antiretroviral treatments..

Prolific!!!

Prolific!!!! I AM PROLIFIC!!! THINK, WRITE!!! you CAN THINK, WRITE!!!



... positive self-affirmation can only bring me this far...

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Quiet.

Date: 19 apr 2011
Time: 3.42pm
Location: Matheson.

hmmm, that odd calm swept over me again... for some reason...

haven't been back in Matheson, in a while... so much has changed yet not much. One thing's for sure, it's less boring.

Cooking awesome pork ribs (later stir-fried with XO sauce)
in the kitchen. where he belongs.
*evil grin* =)

owhh, I kinda signed us up for Mother's Day Classic on the 8th of May. I've never actually joined a marathon here before and this will be the second time after Ipoh International Run ages ago... which I did pretty badly. lol. Kinda regretting this coz he'll have legit reasons to ask me to go jogging with him!

Roger and I

Easter is rocking up soon... hmm... felt like going somewhere far... We'll see =)

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

From Little things big things grow...

Time: 11.23pm
Date: 12 April 2011
Location: R's Quarter in Marshyland.

hmm, can't believe I did it again.

anyways, leaving that story for another day.

So about today... lol! Lit wanted to go to Glen... Then i was like... why not go to the city to try out that Dosa place that he's been raving about..... he was like sure!

Roger and Dear's arses.

poor thing, got him all hyped up about going to the city and stuff. we even thought about checking out that comedy festival thing that's still going on till a week before Easter week. but the odds are against us.. weather forecast predicted that it's g
ona rain the whole day and tomorrow... sigh!

plus I was coming down with something... i feel like the gastric acid's gushing up from my esophagus... the jerky bus ride to Huntingdale station was not helping either! Just couldn't bring myself to tell him that I was feeling nauseous the minute my ass touch the seat on the bus...

So when we were approaching Fuel Zone on Clayton Rd, I jumped on the chance and ask him if it's ok we'll jst have dinner in Taste of Singapore.. and he was ok with it =))

Roger is feeling the weather too =(

it was drizzling but who cares! we were gona have that nasi lemak we loveeee~ lol. the icing on the cake was having Oscar there.. he's this really cute kid whose parents drop him off there so that they can go to uni for a couple of hours a week.

all in all, it wasn't as expected but I get to spend time with him..~

anyways, was thinking about this song that was on the advertisement all the time... With its catchy line "from little things big things grow.." but boy I wouldn't have guessed the significance of that song was way bigger than that.


Give it a listen, or if you have the time... give the lyrics a read.

Monday, April 11, 2011

7 months =)

Time: 5:41pm
Date: 11 April, 2011
Location: My Quarters in Marshyland =)

I realize that my parents can be a little dismissive sometimes of the complains I have... but for good reasons. Kids need to know some times things may seem like a humongous inconvenience
(obstacle) at the moment, years from then, it may just be another small dried cranberries in another hundreds of packets of trail mix in Coles.

*weird analogy I know. Been hooked on these babies ever since... and mixed dry roasted nuts pack! 2 delicious packets of goodness*

Well maybe dismissive might have been an inap
propriate adjective for their actions, it'll come to me (hopefully) by the end of this post. When I was younger, I was as accident prone as I am today. Just last week, I would come back from some where with bruises on my legs or something, without any recollection of falling down or knocking myself against any hard surfaces.

Anyway, my less than overbearing mom will normally pick me up when I fall down, inspect the bruise and brush/blow, as if to symbolically clean the bruises. Look at me, and say "see, nothing la" to me with a smiling face. After than she would hold my hand, and move on, acting like that incident didn't happen at all.

I think it's not because she couldn't care less. I think, she was just teaching me that if you fall down, you'll tend to feel less painful if you don't dwell on the bruises and pick on your wounds. My parents have always been wise like that...


Now, you took over the job of nagging/motivating me for the past few months... It felt really good to be appreciated.. It'll be 7 months of naggings, meals, outings, hanging out, skyping, cycling, studying and the wacky things we did together tomorrow... **All these while I keep thinking that it's our 6th monthiversary but clearly my inadequate knowledge in the application of simple math is not serving me well**


Thanks for all the love and support, and for being who you are... =)

Sunday, April 10, 2011

... I remember.

Time: 5.02pm
Date: 10 April 2011
Location: Kitchen underneath my quarters, in Marshyland.

Same songs, awesome sun set, slightly chilly yet sunlit weather.. just the way I like it.


What happened? why do I always feel bored and tired lately?

really... I miss waking up and staring right into the blue skies with the lively clouds... the scent of the carpet maybe... or could be the clean toilet that has been washed moments ago.. ahh, I really miss the times I thought that life is so exciting! not knowing the what could happen in 2 days, in a weeks, or 2 month's time... the potential of such adventures!

The point is... I remember too much.. too much of the past feelings that I'm missing the adventure I'm in today. Listening to Anya Marina's SSSP suddenly brought shudders and that pleasantly refreshing breeze in June of 2009.. while I'm on the way to Uni. the freshly cut grass... the calm placid surface of lake, thinking ahh... This IS a new chapter.

... a new chapter that has been 3 years long.

What IS WRONG with me?

I should open my eyes and see the beauty around me... wake up... and smell the roses Jun, before it's too late... =)

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Grey's Tribute?

Time: 11.27am

Date: 5 April 2011
Location: My Quarter in Marshyland.

Somehow I felt like Grey's season 7 episode 18 felt like a tribute to the previous seasons by using the soundtracks.

not that I'm complaining, actually it's nice to have a change.

they have nice voice too =))