Pathetic!

Time: 12:48am

Date: 25 May 2010.

Location: still in the study room...

Note to Self:

OOI, SNAP OUT OF IT!!!

Barley Day today =D

Time: 8:57pm

Date: 24 May 2010

Location: Howitt's Study Room.

URGGGHHHH, i just cannot talk to him!!!

as much as i want to, even a smile from afar is a little too much for me. being in this state is really frustrating... yet again, you don't need much to get me all worked up.

anyways, i was looking at the older posts... think i need to remind myself of the sense of desperation... the choice that i made.

... so, Live your choice woman!!

plus, really getting paranoid... well, not so much of being paranoid but more of having pure vacant moments that my brain will just stay afloat amongst the crap that filled my head and my fingers will automatically type facebook and start doing nothing there.

yes, idle minds are dangerous... dangerously good in procrastinating that is!

owh and btw, this won the crowd over =)

also... just thought it's worth mentioning...

yay, Ipoh IS Malaysia's very own Springfield!! wonder who's Homer in that narrative... and for the record, i believe that it's a little OTT to be sensationalizing this piece of news by comparing the in appropriate management of radioactive waste to Chernobyl incident.. sheeeesh. journalists.

Teasers!!

Time: 11.21am

Date: 19 May 2010

Location: Matheson, Clayton

I was thinking... did I not deserve your respect back then?

anwyays, pretty?

*Must be some Clovers in the atmosphere*

pick one!!!

Hope I didn't infringe any copyright here... =p

Chocolate.

Time: 12.50pm

Date: 18 May 2010

Location: How!5, Clayton

you're like a choc that I can't get over. I tried... but on the inside, I don't really want kick you off completely. Really do miss you though, and that didn't do any good to my. shmucks!!!

Ignorant vs Unaware.

Time: 1:46pm
Date: 12 May 2010
Location: Hargrave Lib, Clayton.



shyt, after a year-ish, this is my first time stepping foot in this library. like upstairs. it's bigger than I thought. lol. anyways, been thinking a lot about autonomy, exploitation and crap... I think i know why I'm sooooooo miserable.



like what sarah said, I want too much. damn those WANTS. the thing is... the things I want cannot be bought. well, I wouldn't mind a nice car and a gazillion dollars in the account.



I don't know why mom calling me ignorant about the whole blood bank issue, is stuck in my head. Well, firstly mom's thesaurus is rather limited and she's not a verbally sensitive as I am... I read too much into stuff? damn saussure!



she called me ignorant but really she meant "why are u unaware about the issue". Hey, it's not like our everyday conversation would just involve the topic regarding blood bank in Malaysia right? how would i know that after using the blood in the blood bank, the patient's family members/friends will have to 'return' the blood or pay a certain amount of money?



So technically the blood bank's monetize blood that unknowing public donate voluntarily? if so, where do they get the fundings? if it's from the government, won't the government ask something in return, eg blood? if there's already a supply of blood to government hospital, do the patients still need to pay a fee to the blood banks, or the hospitals?

ironies of life.

Time: 4:14am.
Date: 12 May 2010
Location: Comp Room, HH.

this is pretty sad.

context: talking about the number of organ donations in various countries who adopted a 'presumed consent' (or opt out) system of organ donation after death. Both Spain and Sweden adopted the same policies but "It has been suggested that one of the reasons Spain's donation rate is so good is a result of the higher numbers of healthy people killed in road accidents..."

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/health/6902519.stm

Even though Spain adopted a "soft" system as compared to Austria's, the system was highly successful for the Spaniards, because of road accidents. cruel as it may sound, maybe it's not a bad idea for malaysia to promote the rempit culture for the betterment of fellow malaysians in need?

Baby it's Cold Outside.

Time: 3:17am
Date: 12 May 2010
Location: Computer Lab, HH.

yea, read in the news that it's gona be unusually cold this morning. what's more, Fred ask me to bring the things there early for Free Breakfast by 9am.

owh, about the title, it's this documentary i'm watching. talking about how people manipulate and politicized fear through media. Think I'mma use that for my essay.

anyways, UNCANNY! mom was telling me about her adapter being burnt and stuff yesterday and puff, my problem-full toshiba's adapter thingy blew. shyt. but it's been with me through thick and thin. guess it's not THAT bad. SIENZZZ!! I just started season 5... Towelie keeps getting HIGH! I know I shouldn't but I started with season 12 and working backwards. I still prefer Mr. Garrison when he's MR. Garrison.

lol. Maybe it's a sign... it's like the big dude above kicking me in the arse, to get me working.

WORK woman, WORK!


p/s: finds Amanda Palmer's music intriguing, her eyebrows even more. and OWH.MY.GAWD. Bo Burnham's sooooo cute =p yup, i'm into that type now. lol.


pp/s: I know given one year ago I'd rather be caught dead than caught saying this but South Park is brilliant social critique!!! there are some hit and misses but really... the other day I was watching this episode about old people driving that is detrimental to road safety. Well, more like a threat. anyways, here's some physical evidence of that happening. creepy!!

Wonderful...

Date: 6 May 2010
Time: 1:10pm.
Location: basement com lab, Menzies.

today's a wonderful day... up till now at least.

woken up by the gentle drizzle outside. not too cold but just chilled enough. Jacky woke up in time for table duty, Kuhen was there too. found out that HQ's highly acidic coffee goes really well with the blueberry muffin (instead of having double choc chip for a change - yes, making it a ritual now. every tuesday. Muffin for lunch.) Got tomorrow off, yay! but need to go to BusyBee on Sat and Sun instead. but getting Monday off, yay! but have like 3 assignments due next week... boo...

well, just the ups and downs in life. Really riding (and enjoying the ups now~) Feel really high now for no reason... hafta cook tonight.. inviting the usuals =)

p/s: on a totally unrelated note, stumble upon this article. haha.. Go Ipoh!!!