art student gone mad.

Date: 091125
Time: 4:40am.
Location: @my room, @home.

lol.. I ain't gona be part of your system... so Althusser... lol.

Lonely Planet - Threw It On The Ground

I Hate It.

Date: 25 november, 2009.
Time: 12:49am.
Location: my room, @home.

there are somethings that you never realize it's there, until you realize it's there... well, this is one of those things.

It's been a while now... I never knew I needed it before... but I've been relying on it so much so that now when I'm on the verge of losing it, I realized that it's quite a scary thing to not live without it. It'd be great if things can stay the way it is... for as long as possible atleast...

I guess life, like energy, can only stay in a form/place/condition for so long... energy changes form, life moves on... really hate the fact that you can just leave without feeling the way that I do...

Home, at last.

Date: 24.11.09

Time: 3:38am.

Location: My Room, M'sia.

Finally... I'm home =)

if it weren't for Cole's doggie choc biscuit... pipi vaguely remembers me...

... that... dog... hmmm....

Last Night in London.

Location: somwhere between Queensway station and Bayswater.
Time: 10:51pm



hmm, going home tomorrow! lol.. it's not like i'm complaining about the trip or anything.. it's jst that... it's a little tiring. the HORRIBLE time that the britishs picked to service/renovate its' Tube didn't help either..

I stumble all over Ldn and Paris.. basically throughout the trip with 4 humongous luggages with the average weight of 14kg each... that's excluding the hand carries which includes 2 notebooks and daddy's dvds and souvenirs. TERRIBLE I tell u!!

just today, we got back from paris to ldn and reached Luton around 3pm... We took a bus to Luton Airport Parkway or something lidat and then a train to St. Pancras... then walked all the way to King's Cross (and next door seemed like an understatement.. like everything in UK, the place was huge, King's Cross wasn't too small either.) and took train to baker's rd. To realise that the entrance that bro normally use is... *drum roll* CLOSED. from baker's Road, we walked to the opposite trail and took another train to Edgware. THEN... we had to walk around 5-10 minutes to another terminal to take a train to Bayswater, because apparently the Queensway station's closed... and the whole maintenance thing totally screwed up the whole Tube system...

HORRIBLE!! we walked here and there and everywhere... asked other people which, not surprisingly, the Tube's pretty confusing for the locals too... finally we found a train that goes to Wimbledon and got off at Bayswater station at around 5pm++....... zomg, luckily the Brits we met in our trips were actually quite nice, same goes to the French. they were quite sympathetic with our luggages and all... all in all this trip was ok... It's like backpacking.. except you do it with your family... and you stay in nicer-ish accommodations and have nicer-ish meals... but unlike backpacking, you can;t really seee what you want to... coz u're with ur family...

anyways....

i'll be back home in around 24 hours' time =)

yup, under the constant *and persistent* encouragements (and I use the term loosely... coz in some culture, they call it nagging endlessly...) from the companies I keep.... well more like kept =~~(

I'll be able to see Pipi in around 24 hours~~

It's my last day in ldn and I instead of crawling from pubs to pubs, experiencing the local culture... I spent it with my family crawling through the ditches.. i mean in the Tube stations... then to Whitley's and Tesco metro... how... fun... ... ...

hmm...

Location: Citadines Hotel, Paris.
Time: 9:23pm.

spending so much time with my family in paris got me thinking...

hmm...

... why so sensitive...

... hmm...

Shoutout from Paris =)

Location: Citadines Hotel, Paris, Fr. =)
Time: 1:49am (Local Time)

I miss u people dearly... like really. I still havent get myself to rid of the pics from end-of-sem thingy in my cam even though I've copied the stuff out to my computer ald...

HOPE YOU GUYS HAD FUN =~~ (

anyways, London was.. ok. maybe I was still trying to get used to the whole idea of backpacking with my family. lol. but Paris is... wow. so... dirty... yet... enigmatic... vibrant people in an ancient city... what a combination. Looking forward to explore more of it tomorrow!!

3 days to go =~~ (

Location: Comp Room, Howitt Hall, Clayton
Time: 7:51pm.

UBER STUPID LLOOORRRHHHH.

finally bought my first ipod, and I bought the wrong one. DUMB.

anyways, yes. To whom it may concern, I didn't ask coz I think I already know the answer. And I rather not know the answer from you, hence the not asking part...

lol. I'm talking in riddles.

but yea, maybe it's all the packing. maybe it's the weather... I'm tired.

"I want something else, to get me through this, semi-charmed kinda life..."

p/s: owh, there's this Indo-Fijian couples who walked into AP today... and I know it might be really inappropriate but... I really wanna ask, do you feel discriminated as an Indian in Fiji? and regardless the answer, I'm gona reply: "I understand, that's how I feel too... living in a place that you grew up and love but hating so much about the way people fought over it like it's a piece of meat"

How degrading.

Location: How5!, Clayton.
Time: 10:34pm.

这算是什么?
一次又一次，我的想象力带我离开了现实世界...
是时候该醒醒了。它, 是永远也不会发生的...
该醒醒了.
非常感谢你给我带来的欢乐,
但你对我的伤害依然存在...
我真的受不了了.
我只能说的是，我使终只是个女生。

True Love, Kills?

Location: Basement, Howitt Hall, Clayton.
Time: 5:23am.

been in the basement too much, for all the wrong reasons. namely, not drinking. We're here that often coz one of Howitt Hall's 2 precious aircons is conveniently located here. lol.

the weather's sizzling hawt in the past couple of days... and apparently, it's gona be like that throughout the week. GREAT last week we have... leaving Australia all sweaty, freeze my arse off in LDN, then being boiled in malaysian weather.

Yea, I rationally made my 2nd most impetuous purchase decision that involved more than 100 aud in like... less than a day. and yesh, it still hurts my heart when I think about it... afterall, practicality triumphs heartache. Plus, I really do need it after my iriver died on me. BUTTTT.. it... is... so... expensive...

=~~ (

owh yea.. I read this... and hmm...

If this is true love, then I don't want it...
http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2009/11/9/nation/20091109190254&sec=nation

I don't want Candy =p
and NO Wai Chien and Kane, Candy doesn't mean THAT.

Classification

Location: Comp Lab, Howitt Hall, Clayton.
Time: 12:59am.

Classification is overrated.

Why would you wanna flip over an omelette when you can have a sunny side up?

... even though frying the egg both side or scrambled eggs might taste different, or even better...

Regardless, frying the egg both sides and scrambling eggs will take a much longer time. Time that I don't have... So I guess I'll just savour my sunny side up as it is? It's not that bad afterall...

Well, by the looks of it, my streak of bad luck has been carried forward from last week. I was greeted by a frantic looking Debbie when I went up to 10th Floor for dinner today, and the first words that came outa her mouth was "Where's my bowls?". I feel so bad for losing other people's stuff... and the worse part was I lost it in her floor...

anyways, ONE WEEK LEFT.

=~~ (

p/s: Iggy, Happy 21st bday! Hope you enjoyed that awesome partay we threw u~ Sorry about the visuals though... atleast we enjoyed it =) and yea, as your dear dear friends, We were concern about your bowel movements (or lack of bowel movements)... so... KANE came up with a brilliant idea about spiking, erm, I mean baking you special cookie, using regular ingredients like milk, flour and lots of LOVE, on the side of some laxatives.

yesh, I know u're grateful. thank us later if you want =)

pp/s: anyone wanna watch Time Traveller's Wife??????

What a day =(

Location: Basement of Howitt Hall, Clayton.
Time: 11:12pm.

Today's Murphy's day.

I had my first paper today... CRI 2008.

long story short.

today ended with two heavy eye bags as we didn't really sleep yesterday night, a pc that I can't log in to using my own account... ended up logging in the guest account, a camera smelling like Mother, a phone on the fritz...

basically anything that might go wrong... went wrong.

Think I didn't do that well on my test either.

haiz...

well on the bright side, I have good friends that helped me pull through... thanks ya.


p/s: yea... if not for Kane I would have forgotten about the few unfortunate ass-cracks encounters in Coles... then there's this Rashaam inspired boob-peep incident in Mamaduke... today... is crazy man...

Hang in There!

Location: How5!, Clayton.

Time: 4:08pm.

Not normally a cat person but...

hang on there buddy...

from now on, there's no turning back!

Yasmin Ahmad's Funeral

Location: How5!, Clayton.

Time: 8:59am.

Beautiful imperfections.

How ironic that this is vid was themed funeral.

May she rest in peace...

Misty Morning.

Location: Comp Room, Howitt.
Time: 5:58am

My brain is so stuck... It's non fiction... I used to be good in making up stuff... COMON woman.. think.......

anyway... This is the 4th time this week that I've watched the sunrise. But I'm not gona bitch about it today because I'm actually happy about being here at this specific moment...

...Why you asked? To understand my odd contentment, I'll have to bring you back to yesterday morning.

these pics were taken from the 10th floor of Howitt.

I slept at around 7-ish, after checking all the vids on DC++ yet again, just in case I missed anything... and woke up with the blankets on the floor when I got my Brandon Park call at around 10-ish. The weather was so eff-ing hot... it's even hotter than Malaysia, more specifically, KL's weather yesterday. KL was around 27 degrees but it was around 32 degrees Celsius in Melbourne.
... Holy...

It almost felt like I'm having menopause or something. And I was told that this is not the hottest that Melbourne can get... how DID people survive the weather without the invention of AIRCON?!


Which brings me back to now.

I spent the whole day trying to get started with my work... but ended up Family Guy-ing and Will and Grace-ing (and btw, the 100th episode was farny... as usual. and I just realized that Seth MacFarlane is the voice behind both Peter and Stewie...). Because the weather is SO THE HOT!

Then I realise what I should have weeks ago... There's an AIRCON in the study room... lol... I can hear the bells chime when I step foot in the studyroom... sanctuary indeed. I rather freeze than to live in a hot climate. and yea... duno why the sky's really misty. It didn't rain. It wasn't cold last night. Hell, outside's not even cold right now. The weather man (As in the person controlling the weather) must be high right now...


feel so bad to have to on the aircon back home... I'll try to tune myself back when I go home for the hols...

and yea, to whom it may concern,

Like I said, revenge is a dish best served cold.

please remember to lock your doors,
sleep with your eyes open and don't hold your breath =)